beautiful disaster
this is starrystarrytwenty
"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS
Monday, June 21, 2010
cant stop them~
cant stop the tears..
skyped mummy in the rehab hospital today and dunno if it was a good idea now.. ive still got 2 papers to go but the tears juz keep streaming down my face everytime i think i wont have a "normal" mum again..
didnt know it was to this extent.. i dunno if she understands wat shez saying.. she seems to be ok but says sth a little off.. i cldnt take it not being able to have a normal conversation with her.. crap~ here i go welling up again~ juz completely broke down a few times juz now.. now i know why people eat when theyre upset, i juz might do that if i werent educated abt comfort eating and the fact tt im studying to be a nutrtitionist hur~
shall have to will myself to concentrate the next 2days.. thank goodness itz only the next 2days.. need to regroup and focus..
God help me. give me strength. give me focus. take my tears away.
now i know why suddenly the other day i hAppened to come across casting crownz song "praise u in this storm" and the lyrics "You are who You are, no matter where i am" juz kept going on in my head.. aiya, frankly itz the first half of the song lah..
I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away
And I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've criedYou hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
starrystarrytwenty
beautiful me
xinyi 李信義 씬
nineteen eighty-eight
starrystarry
dark choc
ole gunnar solskjaer 2OLEGEND
ball at my feet
racket and shuttle in hand
disc in
mew
fun, laughter, peace and joy
sing my music (:
made in His image
in His everlasting love
sailing out in the deep blue
cook out
my little pink rectangle
foxtrot|get fuzzy|baby blues|stone soup
i am my best me
kOrean
"you can't love in slices"
phil 4:13 "i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me"
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