beautiful disaster
this is starrystarrytwenty
"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS
Thursday, June 24, 2010
beach effect
aft my last paper today, i felt relieved.. but more than that, i felt drained and tired.. not coz of studying, but prolly coz ive been surpressing emotions the past few days so i cld study.. aft a quick visit to the fruit market to stock up, i juz hAd to go for a run..
ran to a more secluded part of the beach and the moment i sat down, the tears came hard.. (therez sth abt water and crying haha.. ive had the 'best' cries in the shower) sat there for awhile until i decided that i shld let myself freeze in the cold wind.. oh, said a prayer at the beach b4 i left so that i wldnt be stuck in this 'crying' (hopefully not wallowing state).. that my faith in God will not falter and like the song, "though my heart is torn, i will praise Him" bcz he is who he is.. and only he can sustain us in this period of difficulty..
u know how people alwayz ask how are u? or sth to that effect, esp in australia.. nowadays, i feel like im lying haha.. i mean, like if this personz juz an aquintance, wld they want to know that im not ok and tt ive been crying coz my mum is recovering frm brain surgery haha~ well, for most part i tell people im pretty ok haha..
started a countdown til im home..
it stands at 21weeks :)
starrystarrytwenty
beautiful me
xinyi 李信義 씬
nineteen eighty-eight
starrystarry
dark choc
ole gunnar solskjaer 2OLEGEND
ball at my feet
racket and shuttle in hand
disc in
mew
fun, laughter, peace and joy
sing my music (:
made in His image
in His everlasting love
sailing out in the deep blue
cook out
my little pink rectangle
foxtrot|get fuzzy|baby blues|stone soup
i am my best me
kOrean
"you can't love in slices"
phil 4:13 "i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me"
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