starrystarrytwenty

beautiful disaster

this is starrystarrytwenty

"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD

"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS

Saturday, May 29, 2010

woosh~

and im wondering who blogs nowadays.. im juz constantly hitting the refresh button on facebook hur~

exams are in under 3weeks.. and i shld really be more anxious abt it.. but honestly, im seriously not flustered. at all. hur~ dunno if itz a good or bad thing.. well at least i know i shld be studying.. and thatz what im planning to do in the next few days and of coz in the weeks up til exams.. cant believe im almost done with my first semester.. scary how fast it went and it means that i might even graduate soon haha! well thatz really pushing it haha.. at the moment, im juz looking forward to the hols when i have all the time to clean the house, cook and exercise hur~ and of coz therez mid-year conference that im quite pumped abt :) to learn abt the cross, wat an awesome topic.. sth we always need to look towards and rmb what took place on the cross.. aft that, therez melb w ling :) glad to be seeing her more than juz during the summer break haha..

hm, to be honest, i wish i cld go back to sg.. i wanna see mummy.. yes, i know she said shez fine, and shez stable and all.. but i wanna see her in the flesh.. it'll be another 6months b4 i see her again.. itz tough.. im praying nothing else happens.. being here, i imagined the worst.. and who wld blame me rite.. and who do i tell? where do i turn? sigh~ i juz hope she gets out of the hospital soon and then mayb we can skype at home.. havent even been able to talk to her at length.. was lost the day aft finding out.. was wandering ard my room and juz doing random meaningless things coz i cldnt concentrate doing sth that needed thinking.. on sunday while walking to church i wld get teary eyed.. then during worship the tears automatically came.. good thing that sat and sunday there were visitors from sg and i spent quite a bit of time with them.. coz the short few hours i was alone wasnt the best..

need to keep reminding myself God is in control.. my bible reading kept telling me to give thanx.. for which i am thankful :)

but therez also good news at the home front too :) erjiez got a boyfren!!!!!! :D so exCited for her haha.. i know itz early days but im her sister, itz only natural to be hAppy, elated even haha.. praying that the relationship will be bound by God and they will always point each other to the Cross.. that way, the relationship will never sour bcz God is the glue :)