starrystarrytwenty

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"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD

"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS

Sunday, February 21, 2010

so im in aussie rite..

so.. im in aussie yea.. i trust that those who read this alr reads my emails hur~ will go into more detail here i guess.. emails are surface thingys..

u know i visited hillsongs yest nite rite.. and the worship was greAt as it shld be rite.. itz hillsongs! but i think pulpit wise, i'd like sth meatier, more substance in terms of bible word and stuff.. (:

anywayz, it was an hr and a half drive there and back.. on the way back, my host started to want to talk abt theology and stuff.. im like okaay.. then we happen to talk abt speaking tongues.. and he tried to convince me that i was too conservative in my christian thinking, that i shld relearn what i know.. that i shld speak in tongues and stuff.. and im like whAt?! nO way!! he tried to back it up with scripture but i honestly think itz flawed coz itz taken out of context and hez reading that one verse and not the verses aft.. and hez kinda putting in earthly thinking and logic into his reasoning etc.. i gave my point of view and why i didnt speak in tongue and why i dun think it was necessary.. but he juz kept going on abt how i dunno what i dunno.. (btw, now i hate that phrase.. he uses it on everyth.. if i hear anyone say it i'll roll me eyes haha..) he thinks my christian life is lacking *rolleyes*

basically aft a while i juz kept quiet.. thankfully we were alr reaching home.. im juz gonna ignore it and let him have his way juz bcz we're living together..but i think i might have to find another place to stay if he pursues this.. his christian beliefs seem to be different.. esp the part abt receiving the spirit only when uve learnt to speak in tongues.. thatz mAJOr actually.. i'll see how things go..

honestly hez not very spiritual despite him being able to quote scripture and being able to refer to the greek and hebrew bible.. his doctrine is clearly not stable and slightly flawed.. he doesnt do devotion, doesnt pray, doesnt even attend church regularly.. so much for staying with christians..

personally, if i analyze his personality.. he used to be an athlete, track cyclist.. but now hez unfit and always going on abt what he cld do last time.. he alwayz wants to be right, and aLWAys finds a way to put a word into someone else's conversation even tho he wasnt originally in the convo.. very outcast type of personality from what i see haha.. those where people say hi to u, make frenly talk but if u organize a party, they wont turn up.. haha.. yar, that kind of person.. sad really..

and hez alwayz doing things for me without telling me, eg, cooking my share of dinner, downloading windows 7 for me. then itz like, it makes it difficult for me to say no, know wat i mean.. so yar.. today he assumed that i'll agree to him cooking me dinner everyday and i'll pay him.. but it works out to like $4.30per dinner and i think i can prepare my own dinner below that price.. so i told him i'd make my own dinners for the next 2 weeks and compare prices then i'll let him know if i wanna take up his dinner offer.. funny thing is that i alr told him in an email that i wont share dinner.. bleah..

im visiting wollongong baptist tonite.. got someone to pick me up (: hopefully send me back too hur~ itz mUCh nearer where im staying so once i know where it is and im familiar, i'll be able to go on my own or sth.. heard that the word's really strong there, theyve got a good preacher so i hope it meets my needs and there'll be a community there for me (: