beautiful disaster
this is starrystarrytwenty
"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS
Saturday, December 29, 2007
satisfied.
i had a not so nice dream a few of nights ago..
i was back in sec sch, sec4 again.. and our classes were shuffled.. i somehow ended up in the smartest class.. i was struggling in my tests and was by far the worst student in class.. feeling outcast and frenless.. and a subconscious idea appeared in my dream, i was smaller sized than everyone in class.. my subconscious inferiority i feel when amongst extremely academic people.. inferiority that makes me question my own intelligience and deem myself not good enuff.. esp when my satisfaction for a certain result is seen as unacceptable to others..
but several things have happened in the past few days.. that being smart may not be the best thing in the world.. smarts have made people cynical and too practical for their good, unable to see the good in sth mediocre but criticizes itz shortcomings.. instead of seeing positives in a discovery set to improve lives of many, rejecting the idea (on wat i see as narrowmindedness) even before itz been proven to work.. no doubt there will be hicuups to be smoothen out, it shld be a method to be looked into shldnt it? not everyth can be answered with knowlegde and past experiences.. isnt making mistakes part of learning too? sO many discoveries were accidental ones that have gone to make ripple waves around the world..why so rigid in your world of existing knowledge.. i think one shld move beyond that and delve into the world of impossibility to find that not everyth is what it seems..
i ask of everyone to stop and take a look at urself.. have u been too caught up in all that studying and academics? itz time to find the softness in urself, are u still a person that one can find comfort in.. can u enjoy urself, be comfortable in your own skin.. im glad to say that i can and i am comfortable in my own skin most of the time, only doubts like my dream has driven me off the course at times.. God has given me the liberty to say that i am made in his image and i am good enuff.
satisfied.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
- Marianne Williamson
starrystarrytwenty
beautiful me
xinyi 李信義 씬
nineteen eighty-eight
starrystarry
dark choc
ole gunnar solskjaer 2OLEGEND
ball at my feet
racket and shuttle in hand
disc in
mew
fun, laughter, peace and joy
sing my music (:
made in His image
in His everlasting love
sailing out in the deep blue
cook out
my little pink rectangle
foxtrot|get fuzzy|baby blues|stone soup
i am my best me
kOrean
"you can't love in slices"
phil 4:13 "i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me"
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