beautiful disaster
this is starrystarrytwenty
"No, there is no escape.
There is no heaven with a little hell in it -
no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets
Out Satan must go, every hair and feather."
- GEORGE MACDONALD
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen:
not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
- C.S. LEWIS
Sunday, May 21, 2006
left eye.. haha..
hi.. haha..
realised my previous post seemed very solemn and er.. sad.. haha..
i guess the decision shld ultimately be for me..
we all have to be selfish sometimes and think wat is best for me..
best for me was to say no.. so yar.. (:
anyways.. to some good news..
or bad.. haha..
got third in the sch of health science 7-a-side futsal tournament yesterday..
it was a mixed sex thing.. min 4 girls, max 3 guys..
i was representing the physiotherapy course.. haha..
ivy asked if i wanted to play.. i of coz said yes.. haha..
had a blast.. :D
got some serious ego boosting.. wahhaaa..
the nyp soccer guys, whom i am kinda aquintated with, were the refs..
as well as some of the soccer girls.. i was suppose to ref too until ivy asked me to play.. haha..
one of the soccer boys asked if i was playing for the soccer girls team, and i said yes.. he replied "no wonder ure so good.." wahahhaaa.. i was like over the moon lah.. hahaaa..
and ivyz bf who oWNed the field also said i was good.. heeheeheeheehee.. :D
u know i wear contacts when i play soccer rite.. same this time round..
only this time, aft abt 4hrs of wearing them, my eyes starting tearing like crAZy.. haha..
it was only abt 3hrs later that i took them out..
my eyes were literally bawling uncontrollably.. haha.. and my nose running as a result..
there was pain periodically.. and when i came home, mum said "we're going to the hospital to check that out".. so went to ttsh.. got a flash light shone in my eyes by 2 interns than again by the eye doc.. crappily painful and glaring.. therez a reason u dun shine lights in ur eye u know.. haha..
anyways.. there was a tear in my cornea of my left eye..
u can actually see a tear in my eye.. u can see it in the mirror.. haha..
quite cool.. haha.. look on the bright "sight" mah.. hahaa..
im not sure if im suppose to be on the computer.. haha..
my visionz somewhat blurred.. but i think itz bcz of the medicine in my eye.. haha..
doc says itz a small tear.. shld heal in a few days..
she said it might be bcz therez a lack of oxygen in my eye and the cells start to die and the cornea tears.. so yar.. perfect.. hurhur..
at least now the tearings stopped.. thank God..
on thw way home from sch, i think people muz have wondered wat tragedy i had experienced to be crying so much on the train.. haha..
will be going back to the doc on monday to make sure the healingz on track.. (: